Beginnings

Couple of days ago, in my dream, I was told that it is time for me to start a blog, so, I am listening to my guidance. I was told to write about my personal experiences because this is the best way to get my profession close to your hearts. Besides, it is unethical and unwise to write about clients. I admit, this is something I am not thrilled about, because I prefer sitting anonymous in my little crystal castle, but I know it is wiser to go with it... This time I will tell you how I started with hypnotherapy in the first place.

I have to admit, that until I started certification and education process I was not all that interested in it. That is, I never thought of making that my profession. I came across hypnotherapy, more precisely, regression therapy while trying to resolve a personal issue of mine. While searching for an explanation for a painful spot in my life, I came to a presentation about a therapist that came from abroad to visit us. Somehow I managed to overcome the lamenting of my mind and went to listen to her. During one 3 minutes mini session she conducted, I experienced following: I went, actually I jumped to the portal where my guides waited for me, 3 golden liquid light beings (although this was not the topic of the session). They lifted my head (I felt their hands physicaly touching me, it was not a vision, they were next to me) and poured in my mouth some kind of medication, also from liquid light, which made some of my physical pain go away and later on I had a lot more energy. They were not talking, they were only healing me, and after that they gave me a business card with my name and profession on it. It said: hypnotherapist. In hat moment I had no idea how will I make it happen, nor that I can even make it happen. But everything opened up couple of months after that experience. All I had to do was to show up, and make contact with the trainers of the Institute, to make that wheel turning, and after that it was unstoppable, although some very difficult events that could prevent it happened.

Today, I own this business card, and I am sharing it to people delightfully because to me it is a trophy and a symbol of Faith in my spiritual guidance. What I am trying to tell you with this story, is an answer to a question on what hypnotherapy can help you with. It can connect you to your inner guidance and Higher wisdom that can direct you to a road you need to take, or it can show you where your hidden potentials are. All you need to do is to decide you want to take that road and overcome interferences of your mental mind. Mind won’t remove obstacles that might appear, it will only scare you more with them, while your spiritual guidance can send you help. But it will not do it if you decide, consciously or unconsciously, that you are not ready for that change after all. This change won’t happen in 3 minutes, but those 3 minutes will be all the time of this world you need to open the door for it. Sometimes you will need 3, 4, 5 or more hours for just a tiny information but it is solely up to you how and if you want to receive the help you asked for. There were many people that came to listen to the same presentation as I did, I am not sure about their experiences, but many are still in search for the same change they were looking for then. We were all in the same vibration, we were all touched by it. How it manifests in someones life, is not up to the therapist, nor is it his responsibility, nor the responsibility of ones guides. It is the responsibility of the client. So, use those 3 minutes a day to be silent a bit and listen to your heart, it can tell you stories.

I almost forgot, I have to address matter of healing during hypnotherapy sessions. Nobody can make a promise to make your physical, or any other problem, disappear. But you can be guided on how to make a change so that you can be healed, what to do to invite change in that area. You might not be given a medicine like I was (I was told later that what happened to me is very rare), but you will surely be given directions for where to look for it. Now would be the time to explain why I needed a medication. One year before moment I am writing about I had a mysterious problem with my spine that nobody had an explanation to. It appeared more or less over night (as many other not so good things in my life), without me having any physical injury. I was diagnosed discus hernia with very little possibility of improvement and great possibilities of not walking. I cannot stress enough that I have Never ever had spine problems in my life, whats more, I am a mover, I trained martial arts and dance, and never ever got any injuries during. Now imagine a shock of a person with such a background, which is making you be very aware of your body and its internal processes, faced with such a diagnosis. I did feel lack of energy and some sort of lethargy but not that I have any bodily issues. It was very interesting to observe the doctors come up with various explanations of childhood diseases that never existed. That is not doctors fault, they were correct, I have many check ups that proved it. By the way, this was not the first time I was given incurable diagnosis. What they failed to explain was how those diseases appeared in the first place (but this is another story). What bugged and hurt me was why this happened when I devotedly dig deep inside, I listen to my intuition, mediate day and night etc. Etc. Etc. I felt defeated. Every possible script that mind can create in someones head, it created. My first impulse was NO and I started following the doors that were opening one by one (cutting the long story short). Following year I had bioenergy treatments, osteopathy treatments, and numerous excercises for the spine. Before I came to hypnotherapy session the problem in my body was healed, but the source of the problem and my inner pain was not (I wish to keep this for myself because it is very personal and still vulnerable place so I would not rip its band aid just yet). When I started education for hypnotherapist and came to mentor who knows very well how to let light circulate and ground through the spine, it stopped hurting. I do not have this disease anymore. Healing process lasted 2 years, and to make pain go away it took 6 more months of self hypnosis and excercises.

I am sharing all this to help you understand not to expect instant solutions even if you come to the session. Do not even trust to anyone promising you instant healing because it is solely up to you. If I had done anything differently and hesitated a bit longer in front of open doors I would not be able to work with you. But, this was my journey, yours is something else.

All this had made it possible for me to know how much time and energy is needed for a specific client and how important our encounter with our parts and emotional clearing before any kind of time travel, is. Maybe this is where the cause is, but you can only get there once you connect to yourself and listen to what those parts that hurt you have to tell you, especially the emotions that you keep hiding from yourself so well. They have the most to say and hurt with a reason. And this hurt, this pain will tell you where your medication is. But you have to be ready to hear and feel it. You can only connect to your Soul when you get to know all of your parts, because, the Soul chose them, so they are the best experts there are to point you to where you are disconnected from it.

That is all from me for now.