Contaminations of male energy

I didn’t feel like writing for a while. I feel defeated by the happenings in the outer reality hologram. As if the chaos has no end. And I wonder where we went wrong, and why is all this happening, does it have a purpose? I wouldn't say it's any kind of clearing, it is just the rest of the world waking up to everything it didn't want to face. And to whose creation they contributed to with that ignorance. Admittedly, even those who knew did not contribute much to the change, but let's just say that there were not enough of us. Everything that we see now unfolding before our eyes, although somewhere out there, has always been happening somewhere. For thousands of years. These are not new things, not new methods, only someone's personal story is new. And everything happens through the abuse of force, the stronger bulling, dominating the weaker. Since the first idea of someone's life being less valuable than someone else's appeared. Not the idea that one's property has more value than life, but that one's life is less valuable than another's. When this happened for the first time, I don't know. I didn't research that. It seems to me that the idea of ​​this has its roots in disrespecting another human being (and animals, as well as nature itself, beings in general), and using it as a resource. Using other people's life energy as a resource. And in general, the use of energy as a resource. The moment someone decided that the life of a woman and her children is worth less than the life of a man, and that a man has the right to decide whether to protect or destroy them, without any consequences, that's when the stories we see today began. How and when, and who was the first one with that idea, I don't know. But I know how the world that people with such ideas have created looks like, and feels like. We live in it today, and bear the consequences of such a centuries-old way of thinking. If you think or thought that there are no more people who believe that the law of force is the only valid law, you are sorely mistaken. They just hid well, behind positions of power, or behind some energetically strong and kind-hearted women, and skillfully use them, because they decided to 'protect' them, so that they could use them more easily, while others were not at such a mercy. They either enter into open conflicts with them, or, if they would be punished by law for it, then they do it on the astral plane (if they have collected a sufficient amount of energy, mostly other people's, because for them energy is a resource, and it is always only about energy). You will recognize such people only when you show them that you disagree with them for the first time, or when you set a boundary for the first time. To be fair, they do this to men too, but only if they are weaker than them, or have weakened them enough with their manipulations and astral actions. In psychology, such a personality type is called narcissistic. I will not go into explanations and definitions now, because I am not an expert in psychopathology. But we all have met them. And for the most part, we all successfully avoid them, until they themselves become interested in us. Or they are somewhere in big systems and governments. What I am trying to say is that we are living the consequences of a sick, broken and twisted, unhealed male energy. An energy that is separate from the heart, and generally does not look favorably on the heart and emotions in boys, and in general. Deviant behavior is even supported, and deliberately created, until it hurts the very people for whose benefit it was created for. Or they don't need them anymore. Such behavior is created by trauma, accidental, untreated, or intentional. So, what do you think all the wars are for, if there is no longer an army to maintain existing order, or to be an opponent, the other, whose untreated pain can always be manipulated to explode at a crucial moment? I don't know if all this has a connection to some wars on some other levels, planets, or dimensions. Actually, I know there were ones, but I don't know if it started then. How, when and where that elitist way of thinking appeared, that law of the force and conquest in the Universe started, I don't know yet. I think it's some kind of virus, but I don't know how, when and who was first infected with it. But how does a healthy male or child's energy become mentally ill? By putting them in a position of powerlessness and humiliation. Everything is taken from them, maybe you kill or disable someone, or capture them, sell them into slavery. Torture, beat, humiliate verbally, possibly sexually abuse until you break someone's spirit, and when they no longer have the desire to defend themselves, then they can even work for you. Or if they defend themselves, then they do it out of hatred and anger, the need for revenge, and not out of a natural feeling of being threatened. They function from untreated pain. I read somewhere that anger, aggression among pagan Slavs is synonymous with the word devil. And I totally agree with that. Devil is not out there anywhere, it is within us, and until we deal with our internal contents where it is crouching, we will be easily contaminated by that energy. What happens to women and children in war, or of those we consider our enemies? They are always hurt, in one way or another, or destroyed (or at least we have a desire to destroy them so that the other person will also suffer). I have not yet met a person who is able to, when his life, or somehow is existentially threatened, attacked, to forgive, but has a desire for retaliation. I myself am not yet at that level. And then we return to the question, where does the need to endanger anyone comes from, in the first place? Well, I already told you that, and some of these contaminations and diseases of the spirit extend through generations. Now imagine what happens in collective aggressions? Of course, I'm not saying that you shouldn't defend yourself, I'm just presenting the process of trauma programming and getting infected by anger. And, of course, there are women who function in this way too. But they also function from the unhealed male energy in them, which calls for some inappropriate action. Sick male energy is matched by sick female energy and all female survival strategies developed over centuries to survive and protect themselves (withdrawal, depression, manipulation, lies, etc. - all the things that men who despise women cling to). And all of them are actually separated from the real feminine energy. Whenever you recognize this trait in someone, know that they are ready for all kinds of betrayals, but they will do their best not to be betrayed themselves by control of kinds, and will accuse others of it. Denigration of women in sentences like: 'why do women talk so much', 'she is a woman, therefore she is to blame', 'women always lie', 'all women are whores', 'women manipulate', 'women always, and men always ' etc. and turning it into a joke, are some of the guidelines for you to pay attention to. This is the male energy, with unhealed trauma, which keeps him in a constant sense of powerlessness, or defense, and in conflict with the world. That feeling of powerlessness is unbearable for them because they couldn't, didn't dare, or were prevented from reacting to someone's inappropriate behavior, and they have a constant need to get that energy out of themselves by proving, showing how powerful they are. Those outbursts are not self-confidence, as it can often seem, and as we women have been taught for centuries to believe, it is a part of them that is unacceptable to them, that they are disgusted by (probably), and they have to constantly hide it from themselves. And that requires a lot of energy, and that's where they're actually damaged, that's where their energy drains. The event of trauma itself is not always suppressed (but it is most often), the emotions are suppressed, because emotions are seen as weakness, boys/men do not cry (or strong women do not cry), and sentiment is not acceptable (to this day I hear this from some people in the spiritual world). How can it be acceptable if someone wants to make a soldier out of, at any level? When someone loses energy, he usually begins to steal it from others, consciously or unconsciously, in order to maintain himself at a certain level, or to be healthy. And that's why he has to somehow bring you down to a level that is available to him, in order to get hooked, send a cord into your field, and hence some insults, disparagement, or directing some bad, clear thoughts, and heavy energy at you. Because injury first always starts at the energy level, as well as aggression, as well as illness. When it reaches the physical level, we have the reality we observe today. And so the programs of suffering, pain and aggression are increased and maintained. Most often, people who cannot bear the pain, and do not allow themselves to grieve, turn it into aggression towards someone (or themselves), and can explode and attack without any reason, in order to empty themselves, get rid of frustration. They don't want to be sad, and they can't accept or integrate the reality of an event, when they were powerless, maybe even of something that happened when they were children. Sometimes these parts of the personality are so fragmented that they can't be integrated back, but again we get into pathologies, which I don't know very well simply because we don't deal with them. When someone is so fragmented by some event in this life, these types of therapies that I do are not recommended, because they are very separated from their soul and need a lot of healing for it to be possible. Because the problem is in the dysfunctionality of the mental mind, and they can get lost in the contents of the unconscious mind, they are afraid of those contents because there is something there that can explode if not treated carefully. In order for this kind of therapy to be possible, someone must be mentally stable and emotionally mature, and people who have suppressed pain so much, and in fact have identified with it unconsciously, are not emotionally or mentally mature, that is, they are sick. When it comes to content from the distant past, whenever, then there are ways, and the superconscious has the ability to receive that unhealed energy and return it to you in a form that you can integrate it in. But for that to happen, you must have contact with the superconscious, or make it conscious, first. In situations of severe fragmentation and damage, that connection no longer exists, and it is difficult to recover it, because of a multitude of things and energies that I will not write about now. I had a client who said in a session that she becomes aggressive when she is sad (which she did not remember afterwards). Basically, they actually defend themselves like that, but mostly from their internal contents, not from some external aggressor. Because they used to be victims, and now they can no longer bear that status, they even claim that such a thing does not exist, that someone only pretends to be a victim if he/she is sad or angry because of something that actually happened to them, thus not allowing that content to be processed, because they themselves are masters of denial. They actually were victims, once, at some point, of someone or something over which they had no control. Now they have decided that this will never happen to them again (and it is impossible to control EVERY life circumstance) and have become aggressors. They often need a powerful figure to identify with, and it is even a real blessing when that is a positive figure, a protector with a lot of energy. We all have these developmental stages sometimes, either at a certain age in life, or when we are overcoming something, even collectively, and that's perfectly fine, until we get to the next stage where we can rely on our own resources. But there is also a vicious circle of victimization when the victim becomes the aggressor, when he feels threatened and if he is in a situation of superiority over someone, he will reach for destruction. And collectively that is what is happening now. And that's the result of trauma programming, actually. These are psychopathologies, i.e. pathologies of the mental mind, and complete separation from emotions, i.e. from the heart. And what happens when there are many of them in one place, or when they are in a position of influence where they can make decisions, or influence the public? Well, here, we're looking at that kind of scenario right now, and we've had it through all the wars ever. Such behavior comes to the surface most easily in these conditions, they feel good in such unhealthy energy because it is allowing them to spread destruction. If someone is even more sensitive, and that sensitivity does not allow them to be destructive towards another, they become self-destructive. And that's how untreated male pain works. That is, untreated male energy, since it always calls for some action – hence the destruction. This is not to say that men are to blame for everything. And nor are women. It means that there is no harmony on the planet, and that there are not enough healthy individuals on the planet, with balanced inner male and female energy, without trauma in themselves. Or at least with healed traumas. Honestly, do you know anyone who hasn't had any kind of trauma in their life, ever? How can it even be when we have had such programs and conquest stories for centuries? So what now, what is the solution?

We need new stories. And new energy. We need new ways of healing of the mental mind. Yes, going to a psychologist is no longer a taboo, and not even a psychiatrist, we have become so aware that we know that this kind of help is necessary for us and mental health is in. Although, not with those who need it the most. But the approach is still not holistic, intuition and soul are still denied. Emotions are not the soul, but they are the way to internal contents that need to be cleared, that need to be dealt with. And they are not intuition. There is no dealing with energy, energy connections and spirituality either (dealing with energy and spirituality are not the same by the way). Because apart from mental illness, the consequence of trauma is also damaged energy. That is the key. The inner sense of security in a traumatized person, and especially a highly sensitive person, will not be restored only by working on the mental mind, but also by restoring an adequate amount of lost energy (which does not necessarily always go somewhere, sometimes it just needs to be reintegrated). And those are longer lasting processes. There is no time for that in crisis situations. In order to create new stories, and prevent all this that I am talking about, and thereby influence the collective consciousness, we must consciously work on opening the heart, morality and spirituality, and this is what every religion and spiritual practice ever talked about. Time should be provided for grieving, sharing stories, sharing memories, and grief and all the accompanying emotions, and allow the grieving process, because only after that comes acceptance and eventually, with eventual healing, forgiveness and some kind of activism. With the necessary justice and restitution. Although many claim the opposite, everything I have observed in my peace studies and in negotiations, this is a natural sequence, especially when it comes to communities that must be reintegrated. All tribal communities knew that. In spiritual development, working on morality is actually the most important aspect, although many in spiritual practices claim the opposite. If someone has no desire to harm another, either with thoughts, mentally or astrally; if one is connected with his own soul and his own source of energy, if one is honest about his own feelings and intentions, first of all with himself, if one does not need anything that belongs to someone else, including energy because that is a burden, and because one creates from his own soul, then one will not physically harm anyone else either. Especially not someone weaker than himself. Because he will not see anyone or anything as a resource, nor as less valuable than himself, but as someone who is simply different, and who may need help and who, if he already is stronger, can protect or somehow help. And that is possible only if you are in connection with the best part of yourself, with the Divine. God, the Divine is in our soul, with which we lack connection, so we make wrong choices, and that's why we are watching now all these horrors on the screen of a collective hologram. But I'll let you discover that for yourself. And if you need a little help and support in that, write to me and come, I know the way. ;) Image author unknown.